New target!

I've been craving of buying a good phone since started working with this stupid company.

The phone which I'm currently carrying very kolot already. It's from Boyfy. It's a Valentine Day pressie during my 2nd year Degree program. Duh!! It was in 2003 man! I've been carrying this stupid phone for more than 4 years.. lalalalalalalala... Maybe I shouldn't call my phone stupid la. Boyfy bought that phone for me during its launching. It's Motorola don't know what model. But it cost him RM600++. For a student, RM600 is not cheap. It takes few months to save that sum of money neh~

But I still think that phone very stupid lor. Because you see,

- It is a polyphonic phone (Duhh... so outdated!);
- With VGA camera (huh? What is that?);
- Pictures taken from that phone also not nice, blur blur one...
- My boss always laugh my phone because of the ringtone and say where got people use this kind of phone nowadays. Cannot even send MMS. He proposed it should be kept in the museum.

But of course, during that time, my phone is one of the most canggih phone already. But after 4 years plus, i think it's time for it to retire after serving me so well all these while. It is forever on for 24/7. So loyal.

So since I started working, I started to browse for new phone. And I found N73. But I ended up not buying it because I do not like thick phone and the outlook really puke me off. Honest speaking, I already have a kolot looking phone. I do not wish to get a new phone which also look as kolot as my current one.

W850i is also one of my fav. I almost bought that phone (though it has a 2MP camera). But after I heard a lot of people complaining this phone, I abandoned the idea.

LG Shine is very chio, but ya know... LG mah... infamous with poor quality.

K800i? Ahhh... DOn't want la... Boyfy used to carry this phone. It is a good phone and worth your every cent. But too bulky.

So, one and half year passed. I went for movie at Tebrau Jusco last Tuesday. And I saw....

W960i!!!



WOw.... This is the phone. I knew it. THIS IS THE PHONE I'M WAITING FOR!!!

This is breathtaking man! I like the look. I like the keypads (I send a lot of sms ;p). I like the camera. And, it's a touch screen phone!

Ooohhh Lah Lahhh.... very good indeed. It's light. It's thin (the exact thickness I want). Good keypad. 3MP camera. Wifi. And it has a built in 8Gb memory! 8Gb is a lot... Can store so many things.

I've made some surveys regarding the price at JB. Some of the shops telling me RM1,500. Some tell me RM2,500. I think RM1,500 should be the AP set bah... And the RM2,500 one is trying to cut my throat.

To me, AP set or original set doesn't matter to me lor. As long as it is under warranty with a reliable company, then it is a good phone already. I have someone working with SonyEricsson. Later go and check with him how much does it cost at worker price.

Can't wait to get hold to my new phone... Beh...



I look cacat right?

RIP

I'm freaking tired whole week.

My boyfy mom passed away last week. I rushed back to Kuching after work. I spent my night at their house there to burn Pek Kim (Silver). After sending his mom the last journey on the next day, finally I went back to my own house for a relaxing bath and nap.

It's sad that his mom is leaving this humanize world. But to think of it, it's good too for her to leave earlier. No pain and no worries. His mom is a very tough lady. If I were her, I could have voluntary leave this place long time ago.

Who on earth can bare such pain? You'll never get to imagine the pain that she carries with her for the past 6 years. What more to say the countless operations she have gone through. For the sack of her family, she endured all the pain without any complain.

When her doctor told her she has no hope, she broke down and cried, telling the doctor she failed in this battle. Surprisingly, her doctor broke down and cried together with her, and told her: "You are not the only one who failed in this battle. I failed to help my patient too."

Still full of hope, his mom went to see a bomoh(Bomoh means witch in Malay) recommended by their family members. That bomoh also told her he couldn't help her.

Two weeks ago, she couldn't swallow a single food through her esophagus (as the growth inside there has covered up everything). She was emitted to specialist center after that. Doctors operated her stomach to insert a tube. She was injected with morphine every hour through a machine. She needed to 'eat' through that tube. Unfortunately, that tube didn't work for her. Instead, blood kept oozing out from that hole and food(liquid stuff from doctor's prescription) couldn't digest in her stomach. Her stomach grown so big like an African refugee. My parents visited her several times. They told me her condition was very terrible. But she still believe that hope is still around corner, up to her last breathe.

She is the bravest lady on earth I ever know...

It's good that she is now no more pain. My boyfy's brother has some sort of six sense eye. He saw his mom floating on the roof top after she passed away that night. She looked so perfect. With no scars on her face. She smiled back to him. This is a good sign. She has gone back to her real self.

Auntie, wish you can excel yourself in your next journey. You must be brave and study hard to become a fairy okay. Rest In Peace.

Hehe... fairy pulak... No la.. they are Taoist. Taoism believes that one good soul will study a lot and do a lot of homeworks to become a fairy after he/she dies. Don't know la... I'm a free thinker and I also hear people say only.

INTEREST vs AMBITION vs CAREER

Finally... I gave my boss the 'bomb'.

My boss is pretty upset that I'm leaving so soon. He some sort like lecture me for more than 1 hour two days ago. I told him a white lie. I lied to him that I'm not offered. I feel bad. He said he'll hold my resignation. He asked me to think about it during the weekend. I plan to tell him the truth on Monday. I'm pretty upset too. Boss, I really don't mean to lie you. Please forgive me.

Boss told me something that I agree very much with him. He said that we cannot mix interest with ambition with career.

Because interest is just like your hobby. For example, I like animals. But can I use my interest to earn for a living? Definitely can. But does it satisfies me financially?

Your ambition can be the most famous painter in the world, the famous musician in the whole universe, or even the famous golfer to beat Tiger Woods. But is it realistic?

Frankly speaking, since young I do not even have a specific interest or ambition. My interest is ever changing. I still remember when I was still in my Primary years. My teacher asked us to write an essay about my ambition. I'd been thinking for the whole morning what I want to be when I grow big.

Doctor? No way... It's a way too expensive and need to be very intelligent and excel in study. Lawyer? Erm... I do not like books. Nurse? Eeee... have to cucuk jarum... I don't want. Policewoman? Ahhh... Need to run around catching thieves. Don't want la...

So I asked my friends around me. Many of them wrote that they want to become a Teacher. Good idea... I also want to become a Teacher lah. If don't know what to write, still can copy their points. And become a teacher so good, can cane students.

During Form 3, my use-to-be bestfriend ajak me to go for Arts as a career. During that time, I love arts a lot and excel very well in arts too. She said she'll go for Graphic Designer. I planned to go after Architecture as I love mathematics. But after thinking for a while, I changed my mind. I don't think I can earn it for a living as I'm not good in brainstorming. I'm always out of idea (even now still the same >_<). So I go for Science in Form 4. I think that is also partly the reason why the relationship between my bestfriend and I relationship turns cold. After Form 5, I got A for my Physics. So I go for Engineering because it was so demanding during that time. So I think I've made the right choice all these while. Because I go for career and opportunities.

Boss told me, there is only one person he could think of who can have his interest, ambition and career at the same time.

He's TIGER WOODS.

From the age of 5, I was still running around without any slippers outside and playing with my masak masak. But Tiger Woods was totally different. He asked his dad to bring him to the field to play golf. At the age of 11, his ambition was to beat the famous golfer during that era.

Now, Tiger Woods is the most famous, strongest, and wealthiest golfer in the universe. He can enjoy his interest to achieve his ambition as well as having it as a career. So perfect.

Random

01/06/08

At last, Bobby's sleeping now.

He's been really noisy this morning. I went to bed at 2am. Woke up at 3.30am because of his bark. I couldn't sleep back because he's like barking every hour.

I brought him for a walk this morning. He kept on targeting my feet and slippers. I told myself: I must get him a chain.

So I bought a pretty colourful boney colar and a lead for him. I also bought a soft toy and a pet plate for him. I know, it's a cat plate. A very nice cat plate with two pointed ears. Haha.

With the new cat plate, he'll not split his food again. Great hah... Bobby likes the soft toy I gave him. He's sleeping with that soft toy side by side now.

What a tiring day. I walked him three times today. I think I've already become famous in my apartment. The curly hair lady with a cute dog. Haha.


06/06/08

It's 1.38am.

I'm working tomorrow morning. Gonna wake up at 5.45am later. But just don't feel like sleeping.

I think it is because I'm hungry over internet....

My house internet "gua" away for more than 1 week. ("Gua" means die in mandarin). All because of the heavy rain and thunderstorm.

I brought Bobby to walk every night between sleeping. He is a very hyperactive dog. He cannot walk properly. Either attack my legs, try to prove to me he is stronger than me by pulling the lead, or sit down, cry and refuse to walk. Tonight he got bullied by an unknown person who stayed in the same block with me. Bobby cried. =_=!! I bathe Bobby after that because he was all wet. He purposely went and rubbed himself with the plants beside the path. Very naughty. Haiz.

The cat plate I bought for him has several major holes already. He bit them off when I was away to work. Guess I need to buy him another new one this weekend. Luckily that plate only cost me RM2. I went to Pet Shop, and see them selling to same thing for RM6.90. WOot!! I washed his bestfriend(that soft toy I bought for him) too. Now drying outside.

Bobby makes me very busy whole day. I need to wake up earlier just to change newspapers for him, play with him for a while and then feed him with drinks and dog food before I head for work. After walking him, I need to feed him with drinks and dog food again. Then need to spend some time to sit in front of his cage to accompany him before he dozed off. If not, he'll wake up the whole neighbourhood.

This dog is very mafan lor... WOrst than taking care of a baby. No matter how mafan he is, he is the one whom I look forward of going home everyday. Because he fills up the space within me ;)