Once upon a time, there was a noob. She was born in September 2008. The so called "good" company took 2 months to train her. They expect her to fly like an eagle within the 2 months training.
She spent most of her time familiarizing the sales process and everyone was too busy to attain her. The two months of training is kind of total crap to her. She came back with a bit of knowledge and started to explore in the deep, dark tropical jungle.
During the journey, she was insulted by some customers but she never give up. Many people look down on her by saying a lot of discouraging advice too. She told herself, "Despite I'm a lady, I know I can do it. I don't want to let people look down on me".
Today, she is considered successful because nowadays customer will come looking after her instead. This is because she has created some reputation for herself in the market. Of course she is not the top salesman in this company. But she has earn herself some credit by having some of her own customer network. From a lady point of view, i think she has done something proud.
This is the 3 1/2 year she's stay on loyally with this "good" company. But no one appreciates her. During her last Team Building, her superior poked a deep hole in her heart. It hurts her so much. The wound will not recover. Even if the wound recovers, it will never be the same again. It will leave a scar.
Her motivation drops. She curses and swears her superior and the "good" company. She is so disappointed with all of them. She can't do anything but wait. She believes there is something brighter on the other side.
She just have to wait and she will see it.
Thursday, 3 May 2012
Tuesday, 31 January 2012
Welcome 2012 and Happy Dragon-ing ♥
Viewing back my previous post, it's done in September last year. All because of facebook @#$%
:D
This year is going to be an interesting year for me. I followed hubby to see a fortune master (routine) before chinese new year to check on our luck for this in coming dragon year.
This year is not a good year for me. I'll be having health problems and arguments with people. So the advice is I better step back when an argument is about to hit.
Financially I'll broke myself this year. But fortune master say I need to see things positively because it is a bad year for me anyway. I just need to be more carefully. Don't simply trust people and promise people things I can't accomplish.
Anyway, all these bad lucks can be washed away if there are some good happening this year! Such as a dragon baby :P
Well, I officially going to announced that I'm pregnant with 10 weeks 4 days old baby! Happy happy!
Gender? No idea. According to the chinese labour calendar, mine is in between boy and gal. No matter which gender, as long as healthy and not so bad looking is good enough for me :)
Here's my new year resolution this year:
- Consume less salt and sugar
- Take good care of myself and baby
- Sleep before 11pm every night (can i make it??)
- Eat lots of fruits and veges
- Less high cholesterol food eg. Laksa, fried chicken, pork leg rice (awww.. so yummy)
- Lower my anger level and be more soft/ polite when i talk with others
- Attend Yoga Class after 12th week of pregnancy
- Work less and relax more!!
Isn't this the best resolution I've made for myself this year?
Only 8 stuffs I need to accomplish. Quite easy I guess.
Wishing my family, friends and readers a happy, healthy and wealthy Dragon Year!!
Gong Xi Fa Cai!
Wednesday, 14 September 2011
Hello Bintulu
Feel so tired but just can't sleep. I find that traveling makes me busier. Instead of taking a good night rest in the hotel, I ended up doing paper works until midnight. Then I washed my hair after finish my work. Now my hair is wet, cannot sleep first, so blog lor.
The road trip from Bintulu to Miri today was terrible. I think I ate too much during lunch. During the trip, I felt like vomiting, Luckily nothing happened.
The road trip from Bintulu to Miri today was terrible. I think I ate too much during lunch. During the trip, I felt like vomiting, Luckily nothing happened.
Monday, 12 September 2011
Happy Mid-Autumn Festival
Do you ever blog from a toilet bowl?
Yes, I DID! I'm actually blogging from the toilet in my hotel room right now. Hiak Hiak. Reading a kepoh blog, checking my bank account, FB, checking out latest clothes sold on shopping websites and bla bla blah.
After hibernating for a long long time and I come out with a toilet post to greet everyone.. haha... hi toilet... hi miri... hi imperial palace... I just don't understand why I'm stuck here today. I'm suppose having Mid Autumn Festival Dinner with family. Due to my commitment and I am a responsible person, I'm here today and sacrifice my dinner with family. No one will appreciate me for the sacrifice, instead got bombard for nothing that day. Really pissed off when I think back. I don't want to leave awful memories in my blog about work, so I will just shut up on this matter.
Basically, I'm extremely tired this week. The office moving and house moving is tearing me apart. I don't really feel like traveling today because we just had our new house warming party last night, I knew I will be superb tired today. But alas, it's over! Our house is pretty (to me, of cuz) and I bet a lot of people envy us (perasan betul...!) Our house is design according to modern lifestyle where most of our cabinets has red, black and white combination. On the other hand, the living room itself has a very cozy feeling. I really like the magenta chandelier we bought for our house. It is something I dreamed for! ;)
It's already 12.06am. I need to wake up at 6.30 tomorrow morning. Get myself washed, dressed and had my lone ranger breakfast. There are plenty of stuffs to update here. If not because of the influence of the kepoh blog, I will not be blogging today anyway. See how, maybe I will blog again tomorrow if Kemena Hotel has free WIFI to use. I will be traveling down to Bintulu tomorrow afternoon.
Happy Mid-Autumn Festival heaps!
Yes, I DID! I'm actually blogging from the toilet in my hotel room right now. Hiak Hiak. Reading a kepoh blog, checking my bank account, FB, checking out latest clothes sold on shopping websites and bla bla blah.
After hibernating for a long long time and I come out with a toilet post to greet everyone.. haha... hi toilet... hi miri... hi imperial palace... I just don't understand why I'm stuck here today. I'm suppose having Mid Autumn Festival Dinner with family. Due to my commitment and I am a responsible person, I'm here today and sacrifice my dinner with family. No one will appreciate me for the sacrifice, instead got bombard for nothing that day. Really pissed off when I think back. I don't want to leave awful memories in my blog about work, so I will just shut up on this matter.
Basically, I'm extremely tired this week. The office moving and house moving is tearing me apart. I don't really feel like traveling today because we just had our new house warming party last night, I knew I will be superb tired today. But alas, it's over! Our house is pretty (to me, of cuz) and I bet a lot of people envy us (perasan betul...!) Our house is design according to modern lifestyle where most of our cabinets has red, black and white combination. On the other hand, the living room itself has a very cozy feeling. I really like the magenta chandelier we bought for our house. It is something I dreamed for! ;)
It's already 12.06am. I need to wake up at 6.30 tomorrow morning. Get myself washed, dressed and had my lone ranger breakfast. There are plenty of stuffs to update here. If not because of the influence of the kepoh blog, I will not be blogging today anyway. See how, maybe I will blog again tomorrow if Kemena Hotel has free WIFI to use. I will be traveling down to Bintulu tomorrow afternoon.
Happy Mid-Autumn Festival heaps!
Tuesday, 3 May 2011
Shopping yeah!
MAY
White Polka Dot Chiffon Office Blouse ( RM 49.50 )
White Polka Dot Chiffon Office Blouse ( RM 49.50 )
Weaved Slim Belt ( RM 15.00 )
Super like this belt. Got it @ Button Up, One Jaya Shopping Centre
My old belt from Everise. Bought at RM8.90! Cheap leh.. but going to spoil soon~This is how I look with a belt & without a belt
Look boring and a bit like Ah Sam.
See the difference..! Pretty mua....
Tips! This is how I tie my belt. Looks nice right??TOTAL: RM 64.50
Ojipala
It's been a long long time since my last update.
I know i'm boring, that is why I'm repeating the same phrase every time i blog.
It's May. I just pass my April Birthday. Now officially 29. Opps... should not reveal cuz not young anymore.
Anyway, I changed my mine. I'm going to blow my age to everyone because this year is going to be my last year to enjoy my 20's. So why need to hide huh?
Too bad next year I'm force to tell everyone i'm in my 30's. Isshh.. really hate to think about it.
HAPPY 29th BIRTHDAY
I still remember when I was celebrating my 19th birthday at my rented house at Taman Bunga Raya, my ugly-uncle looking housemate came to congratulate me. He told me: "Enjoy your birthday. This is your last year celebrating your 1x birthday ya. Next year you're going to tell everyone you are not 1x anymore." Hmm... Although I hate him so much, what he said really true. 10 years have passed. I hate him for 10 years. Every time I came across people with the same name, I remember him and will start cursing him again.
It's time to let go, Gurl~ Life is so short. Not much time left. Why want to spend so much time hating a person?
If you notice, I never talk about this person in my blog. It's over. I've forgiven that dude. He was young. We were young. All of us were too naive to handle relationship problems. We fought everything from plates to kicking bedroom doors. He swallowed our parents money and kicked us out from the house. Oh yea... The amount was 200-300 bucks. Not worth hating someone for that few bucks, right??
To celebrate my birthday, I've been spending like a crazy girl recently. I bought plenty of online clothes. Reason?
"Me birthday mah, buy presents for myself. Hehe!"
Therefore, from now onwards, I'm going to update my shopping list here. I really hope blogging it out can control my spending urge and bring back my senses.
MARCH
Pink Chiffon Dress ( RM 44.50 )
Beige Traveler Shorts ( RM 45 )
TOTAL: RM 89.50
APRIL
SK-II trial set ( RM 110 )
Office trousers ( RM 42 )
White Office Handbag ( RM 29 )
TOTAL: RM 181
I know i'm boring, that is why I'm repeating the same phrase every time i blog.
It's May. I just pass my April Birthday. Now officially 29. Opps... should not reveal cuz not young anymore.
Anyway, I changed my mine. I'm going to blow my age to everyone because this year is going to be my last year to enjoy my 20's. So why need to hide huh?
Too bad next year I'm force to tell everyone i'm in my 30's. Isshh.. really hate to think about it.
HAPPY 29th BIRTHDAY
I still remember when I was celebrating my 19th birthday at my rented house at Taman Bunga Raya, my ugly-uncle looking housemate came to congratulate me. He told me: "Enjoy your birthday. This is your last year celebrating your 1x birthday ya. Next year you're going to tell everyone you are not 1x anymore." Hmm... Although I hate him so much, what he said really true. 10 years have passed. I hate him for 10 years. Every time I came across people with the same name, I remember him and will start cursing him again.
It's time to let go, Gurl~ Life is so short. Not much time left. Why want to spend so much time hating a person?
If you notice, I never talk about this person in my blog. It's over. I've forgiven that dude. He was young. We were young. All of us were too naive to handle relationship problems. We fought everything from plates to kicking bedroom doors. He swallowed our parents money and kicked us out from the house. Oh yea... The amount was 200-300 bucks. Not worth hating someone for that few bucks, right??
To celebrate my birthday, I've been spending like a crazy girl recently. I bought plenty of online clothes. Reason?
"Me birthday mah, buy presents for myself. Hehe!"
Therefore, from now onwards, I'm going to update my shopping list here. I really hope blogging it out can control my spending urge and bring back my senses.
MARCH
Pink Chiffon Dress ( RM 44.50 )
Beige Traveler Shorts ( RM 45 )
TOTAL: RM 89.50
APRIL
SK-II trial set ( RM 110 )
Office trousers ( RM 42 )
White Office Handbag ( RM 29 )
TOTAL: RM 181
Thursday, 24 March 2011
Bonnie: Bye2
Bonnie hasn't come back. She went missing after I attended a wedding dinner on the 15th January. I couldn't find her after I came home. I searched around the neighbourhood and there's not sign of her.
Someone must have stolen her like what they did to Hotdog.
Or perhaps 'someone' didn't like her and threw her far far away.
I would have spotted her if she's lost.
I feel very very upset when I think of Bonnie.
WHO IS THIS HEARTLESS PERSON WHO STOLE HER AWAY FROM ME?!?!
I want to curse you, curse you and curse you.
I want you to suffer and suffocate yourself while lying on your death bed.
I want you to repay all the bad stuffs you have done to Bonnie.
I want you to born with no tongue and no hands in your next life.
No one knows who you are. NO ONE! BUT GOD KNOWS EVERYTHING!!!!!!
If I happen to know who you are, I will not do anything to you.
Because after I publish this post, I'm going to forgive you and feel pity of you at the same time. The curse will follow you for the rest of your entire life and your next life as well.
I will not post any blogs regarding you and Bonnie in the future. I'm going to erase you out of my life. But I still want to tell you, I REALLY, REALLY HATE YOU FOR TREATING BONNIE LIKE THIS!
Dear Bonnie,
If God has senses, He will sure pass this message to you. I really miss you. I miss running in the park and playing throw & fetch with you. If you are still alive, remember to stay strong. I hope you've found a better owner than me. If not, may God lights up the path for you to return to me. I will protect and take care of you until the end of time. This is my promise to you and God.
I love you forever.
Bonnie
Someone must have stolen her like what they did to Hotdog.
Or perhaps 'someone' didn't like her and threw her far far away.
I would have spotted her if she's lost.
I feel very very upset when I think of Bonnie.
WHO IS THIS HEARTLESS PERSON WHO STOLE HER AWAY FROM ME?!?!
I want to curse you, curse you and curse you.
I want you to suffer and suffocate yourself while lying on your death bed.
I want you to repay all the bad stuffs you have done to Bonnie.
I want you to born with no tongue and no hands in your next life.
No one knows who you are. NO ONE! BUT GOD KNOWS EVERYTHING!!!!!!
If I happen to know who you are, I will not do anything to you.
Because after I publish this post, I'm going to forgive you and feel pity of you at the same time. The curse will follow you for the rest of your entire life and your next life as well.
I will not post any blogs regarding you and Bonnie in the future. I'm going to erase you out of my life. But I still want to tell you, I REALLY, REALLY HATE YOU FOR TREATING BONNIE LIKE THIS!
Dear Bonnie,
If God has senses, He will sure pass this message to you. I really miss you. I miss running in the park and playing throw & fetch with you. If you are still alive, remember to stay strong. I hope you've found a better owner than me. If not, may God lights up the path for you to return to me. I will protect and take care of you until the end of time. This is my promise to you and God.
I love you forever.
Bonnie
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