RIP

I'm freaking tired whole week.

My boyfy mom passed away last week. I rushed back to Kuching after work. I spent my night at their house there to burn Pek Kim (Silver). After sending his mom the last journey on the next day, finally I went back to my own house for a relaxing bath and nap.

It's sad that his mom is leaving this humanize world. But to think of it, it's good too for her to leave earlier. No pain and no worries. His mom is a very tough lady. If I were her, I could have voluntary leave this place long time ago.

Who on earth can bare such pain? You'll never get to imagine the pain that she carries with her for the past 6 years. What more to say the countless operations she have gone through. For the sack of her family, she endured all the pain without any complain.

When her doctor told her she has no hope, she broke down and cried, telling the doctor she failed in this battle. Surprisingly, her doctor broke down and cried together with her, and told her: "You are not the only one who failed in this battle. I failed to help my patient too."

Still full of hope, his mom went to see a bomoh(Bomoh means witch in Malay) recommended by their family members. That bomoh also told her he couldn't help her.

Two weeks ago, she couldn't swallow a single food through her esophagus (as the growth inside there has covered up everything). She was emitted to specialist center after that. Doctors operated her stomach to insert a tube. She was injected with morphine every hour through a machine. She needed to 'eat' through that tube. Unfortunately, that tube didn't work for her. Instead, blood kept oozing out from that hole and food(liquid stuff from doctor's prescription) couldn't digest in her stomach. Her stomach grown so big like an African refugee. My parents visited her several times. They told me her condition was very terrible. But she still believe that hope is still around corner, up to her last breathe.

She is the bravest lady on earth I ever know...

It's good that she is now no more pain. My boyfy's brother has some sort of six sense eye. He saw his mom floating on the roof top after she passed away that night. She looked so perfect. With no scars on her face. She smiled back to him. This is a good sign. She has gone back to her real self.

Auntie, wish you can excel yourself in your next journey. You must be brave and study hard to become a fairy okay. Rest In Peace.

Hehe... fairy pulak... No la.. they are Taoist. Taoism believes that one good soul will study a lot and do a lot of homeworks to become a fairy after he/she dies. Don't know la... I'm a free thinker and I also hear people say only.