Hate

Ahhhh!!

I really hate myself.

What's wrong with me I also don't know.

I hate myself.
It's really disappointing. I'm so disappointed with myself. I'm such a loser. A simple interview I also cannot tackle well. Damn! I can't make good decision. I don't know why I always make silly decisions. Then someone will stand out and point at my mistake. You cannot do like this and that. You have to learn how to street smart. Ya, I get the point. I'm not smart. Bloody shit.


I hate my job.
Maybe I should say, I hate my colleagues than my job. I hate back stabbing. From no where, I got back stabbed few times. I'm really pissed off. Everyone is going for power & money. I don't know what he told to that guy until that guy so piss off with me. To the extend of not answering my calls. Got screwed by superiors for nothing last week. Damn. Even a nice peaceful holiday can turn into a nightmare, this kind of job how to do?
Lesson learn: Always switch off your phone during your holiday. Great.


I hate my life.
Home? Which one is home? According to Wikipedia, a home is a place of residence or refuge comfort. Meaning to say, it is a place where you can find comfort. You can sleep, rest and resign from work temporarily.
I just don't know why, I hate coming back home everyday. Serious.
When I was at the door step this evening, I took a deep breathe, then I looked inside the house. Towels, dirty clothes, handbags, dirty cups and plants, plastics bags, envelopes, newspapers, you name it! The whole entire living room was in a mess. Eeewwwww!!
It's everyday ok. EVERY SINGLE DAY! Everyday come back from work still need to tidy up house. Nia Ma, I'm not going to do it unless my name is called Aminah. So hubby has to do it whether he likes it or not.



Looks like life is no more interesting for me. Time to switch planet?

Redang here i come!

REDANG ISLAND

Can't wait to see you, Redang!


Not to forget Nando's. Here I come!!

Hello World

The dismiss of Lala created a big impact for me & my family members. We all miss him.
Every time I saw Lulu and her stupid stubborn behaviour, make me miss Lala even more.


During my long MIA from blogging....


I finally got married!

Yes, I got married on the 21st May 2010. I know it's shocking but it's true la. Tonnes of preparation work to be done before our wedding day. Many thanks for my family and friends who helped around, especially my mum. She really did a great job.

And you know what, one of my preparation for wedding is slim down. Haha. Ya, I actually signed up with Slim Life (RH Plaza) for a 15-session slimming program which includes spa, massage massage, hot blanket and bla bla bla. During my first 10 sessions, I slim down by 2-3 kg. But the end result is not as effective when I went for traveling (official duty).

We signed up a wedding photoshoot package end of last year (without knowing that we are getting married May this year). After calculating this and that, our wedding ended up in May. It was supposed to be end of this year according to our plan. Anyway, hurriedly we went to get our photoshoot done in Feb (before CNY).

Our wedding package was signed up with a KL company. Therefore we have to appoint another wedding package for actual day in Kuching. Search here and there for bridal studio everyday. Buying those ceremony stuffs also search for a long time. Luckily I made my wedding very simple. I skipped a lot of unnecessary stuffs and save the money ;P

Here's a few pics for cuci mata:

Actual Wedding Day - My new family

Actual Wedding Day - With my parents & brother

Start up my mini online boutique ♥ DOLLY FASHION ♥

I've been wanting to own a boutique ever since I was studying in University.

My love for shopping started during college life at Setapak. I can shop for the whole day without eating anything. And that's bad because I do a lot of impulsive buying and end up not wearing them.

This lil' business of mine started in April. One afternoon when I was cracking my head what to name for my online boutique. And I saw Dolly.

Hence, "Dolly Fashion" was named after Dolly.


And it's weird when my customers called and telling me they want to talk to Dolly.

Meow~




New Financial Year, New Budget

Just return from KL last week. I had been at KL for the whole week from Tuesday to Friday. Good news is I've partially achieve my target last financial year. Bad news is bonus going to be very little due to the big lost in one of our division and my next year budget is high. It's like 35% increase from my last year budget.

The trip is not enjoyable at all. The new budget really stress me down. I was so lost. (Actually I'm still lost right now.) Management is supportive and not supportive depending on how i see them. Devil is the root cause. POWER & MONEY is everything to them. If you try to cut their money/ power, they will slit your throat and let you die before you can press 911. Serious eh...




Yoga

I went to my first yoga session with Kiew before my wedding. I was so excited yet worried. I was so worried I can't bend. Haha... what a stupid mindset last time. I started to fall in love with Yoga. I went to yoga every Friday if i don't have any appointment. It makes me feel good every time after Yoga.

I can foresee I need more Yoga in order to sustain myself to achieve my next year budget >_<



Redang Island

Wait for me! Here I come Redang!

I'm heading to KL this Saturday morning. Then transfer to Kuala Terengganu on Monday morning. Return KL on Wed evening. Fly back to Kuching the next day.

Here's my package my friend bought for me during MATTA fair *grin*

Air tickets from KCH - KL (2-way) RM 108
Air tickets from KL - KT (2-way) RM 190
Land Transfer RM 36
Marine Fee RM 5
3D2N Package RM 478
which includes:
Deluxe Garden Triple
Meals (2 breakfast, 2 lunch, 2 dinner)
Snorkeling - D.Sea & Marine
Return boat transfer
Snorkeling equipment

TOTAL: RM 817-00 excludes accommodation in KL


Whoa... I've switch to HOLIDAY mode already! Yoohoo!