累

好累，好疲倦。

我很伤心，但我什么都做不到。

我总是问我自己：“为什么”

我好恨我自己。

天后 - 陈势安

这首歌很好听。歌词的内容也很感人。

感觉上，这首歌的天后就好像在形容我。

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天后 - 陈势安 (Andrew)




终于找到借口 趁着醉意上心头
表达我所有感受
寂寞渐浓 沉默留在舞池角落
你说的太少或太多
都会让人更惶恐

谁任由谁放纵 谁会先让出自由
最后一定总是我
双脚悬空 在你冷酷热情间游走
被侵占所有还要笑着接受

我嫉妒你的爱气势如虹
像个人气高居不下的天后
你要的不是我 而是一种虚荣
有人疼才显得多么出众

我陷入盲目狂恋的宽容
成全了你万众宠爱的天后
若爱只剩诱惑 只剩彼此忍受
别再互相折磨
因为我们都有错

推开苍白的手 推开苍白的厮守
管你有多么失措
别再叫我 心软是最致命的脆弱
我明明都懂却仍拼死效忠

我嫉妒你的爱气势如虹
像个人气高居不下的天后
你要的不是我 而是一种虚荣
有人疼才显得多么出众

我陷入盲目狂恋的宽容
成全了你万众宠爱的天后
若爱只剩诱惑 只剩彼此忍受
别再互相折磨
因为我们都有错

如果有一天爱不再迷惑
足够去看清所有是非对错
直到那个时候 你在我的心中
将不再被歌颂 把你当作天后
不会再是我

Mini Business

Hehe

Nice right?

Sissy & Mimi

I just saw them an hour ago. I start to miss them already.

I feel sad every time when my kittens are given away.

But at least this time, I know where they go to.


Sissy & Mimi:
"Both of you are the cutest thing on earth. Nothing could replace you guys. So you guys have to stay strong. Remember, I always love you. And I miss you forever."

Mini Business

Shen is going to start a mini business this weekend.

Not fully owned by Shen but altogether got 3 partners. Will update more about it next weekend :D

Hopefully everything goes well. PRAY.

New kiitens on the block

Come, let's show some pictures of my kittens at home.

Don't worry. I will not post up that naggy mother cat face here. She's really annoying!


Lala, the poser. Pretty right?



Stretching....



This is Lulu



Lulu: "I just had my hair cut and some highlight done. Nice?"



*zzzzz*



Illegal gambling inside the dustpan



Sissy and I



Lastly, a picture of myself *wink*



xoxox

Could you please clear your conscience?

Some people just like to give excuses and reasons to explain why they are not there to help. To me, these are all rubbish.

In my point of view, I don't owe people explanation if I have a clear conscience. Why need to give reasons like "I'm so sick la", "I got high blood pressure", "I don't have enough sleep", "I have flu and fever", while we all know you are actually lazy and escaping duties?

I know you are "religious". But please don't preach your religion as if you are an insurance agent trying to achieve your target. I post this up just to relief myself. I do not need to mention who you are and tell people what you did. But all the people around you have eyes. We listen, we see and we judge. And most importantly, God witness everything.

I don't think you are a good person if you have a black heart, tho' you are so damn "religious". May God bless you and cure you.

Sad

Grandma falls sick since two weeks ago. I feel sad watching grandma sleeping on the bed restlessly. She even moan, complaining pain all over her body. Yet, I couldn't do anything.

An ambulance came to fetch grandma at 10am yesterday. After clearing my work, I rushed to GH. My eye soaked when I drove my way to GH. I understand that everyone dies at end of the day. But I just couldn't control my tears.

I arrived at hospital around 2pm. I saw grandma lying in the emergency ward. Grandma was excited when she saw me. She looked better after doctors gave her dripping.

Today, I brought grandpa to hospital to see grandma. Grandma cried when she talked to me. I tried very hard to keep my tears from flowing out :'((((((

I have a lot of mixed feeling these few days. I become very indecisive when dealing with important things. I lose my patient easily and turn myself into a timing bomb. I just couldn't find my guts to do what I want and what I like. I hear a lot of rubbish stories. But these stories make me turned into a more matured person. Now I know how to differentiate between fakers and non-fakers. Hopefully my mixed feeling all well ends well. Grandma is sick. I do not have the mood to think of other matters.