A letter to God 2

Dear God,

Thank you for answering my prayer.

With your almighty power, the culprit finally revealed.

I also would like to thank my parents for being so supportive. I will be more careful next time.

I remember there's a phrase that people told me before:

"When a dog is barking like mad, we do not need to bark back. If we try to bark back at it, this will only show that we have no difference with that mad dog."

Mum told me, nothing is permanent in this world. So this is just a temporary stage where I need to endure.

Thanks again for your guidance, God.

I'm glad you are here for me.


Love,
Your beloved child

A letter to God

Dear God,

I was so angry this morning. Someone sabotaged me. And that person is suspect to be staying under the same roof.

I found my slippers on the floor. And when I took a good look at it, it is broken! Someone actually use a scissors to snap my slippers. Then I proceed to the shoe rack I placed inside of the house, my imitation crocs also has been destroyed.

I could feel flames in my eyes. A lot of wicked thoughts ran through my mind. I was burning with anger.

Thinking back of what I learn in Rajah Yoga, I slowly cooled down myself. I made a call to hubby telling him all those devilish acts at home.

The problem is not solved yet. Who is bluffing, who is telling the truth, I don't know. No matter how complicate this problem is, the truth will be revealed soon. Very soon.

Only God knows who is the devil.

In God I trust, in God I praise.

I know that you love me so much. You are there for me when ever I need you. You are my almighty savior. I need nothing but your protection.

I admit I have those evil thoughts earlier on. But I choose not to become one. Holy angel told me not to hear what Mr Devil told me to do. I'm proud that I didn't make any wrong move.

Thanks for your guidance, God.


Love,
Your beloved child

Hate

Ahhhh!!

I really hate myself.

What's wrong with me I also don't know.

I hate myself.
It's really disappointing. I'm so disappointed with myself. I'm such a loser. A simple interview I also cannot tackle well. Damn! I can't make good decision. I don't know why I always make silly decisions. Then someone will stand out and point at my mistake. You cannot do like this and that. You have to learn how to street smart. Ya, I get the point. I'm not smart. Bloody shit.


I hate my job.
Maybe I should say, I hate my colleagues than my job. I hate back stabbing. From no where, I got back stabbed few times. I'm really pissed off. Everyone is going for power & money. I don't know what he told to that guy until that guy so piss off with me. To the extend of not answering my calls. Got screwed by superiors for nothing last week. Damn. Even a nice peaceful holiday can turn into a nightmare, this kind of job how to do?
Lesson learn: Always switch off your phone during your holiday. Great.


I hate my life.
Home? Which one is home? According to Wikipedia, a home is a place of residence or refuge comfort. Meaning to say, it is a place where you can find comfort. You can sleep, rest and resign from work temporarily.
I just don't know why, I hate coming back home everyday. Serious.
When I was at the door step this evening, I took a deep breathe, then I looked inside the house. Towels, dirty clothes, handbags, dirty cups and plants, plastics bags, envelopes, newspapers, you name it! The whole entire living room was in a mess. Eeewwwww!!
It's everyday ok. EVERY SINGLE DAY! Everyday come back from work still need to tidy up house. Nia Ma, I'm not going to do it unless my name is called Aminah. So hubby has to do it whether he likes it or not.



Looks like life is no more interesting for me. Time to switch planet?

Redang here i come!

REDANG ISLAND

Can't wait to see you, Redang!


Not to forget Nando's. Here I come!!

Hello World

The dismiss of Lala created a big impact for me & my family members. We all miss him.
Every time I saw Lulu and her stupid stubborn behaviour, make me miss Lala even more.


During my long MIA from blogging....


I finally got married!

Yes, I got married on the 21st May 2010. I know it's shocking but it's true la. Tonnes of preparation work to be done before our wedding day. Many thanks for my family and friends who helped around, especially my mum. She really did a great job.

And you know what, one of my preparation for wedding is slim down. Haha. Ya, I actually signed up with Slim Life (RH Plaza) for a 15-session slimming program which includes spa, massage massage, hot blanket and bla bla bla. During my first 10 sessions, I slim down by 2-3 kg. But the end result is not as effective when I went for traveling (official duty).

We signed up a wedding photoshoot package end of last year (without knowing that we are getting married May this year). After calculating this and that, our wedding ended up in May. It was supposed to be end of this year according to our plan. Anyway, hurriedly we went to get our photoshoot done in Feb (before CNY).

Our wedding package was signed up with a KL company. Therefore we have to appoint another wedding package for actual day in Kuching. Search here and there for bridal studio everyday. Buying those ceremony stuffs also search for a long time. Luckily I made my wedding very simple. I skipped a lot of unnecessary stuffs and save the money ;P

Here's a few pics for cuci mata:

Actual Wedding Day - My new family

Actual Wedding Day - With my parents & brother

Start up my mini online boutique ♥ DOLLY FASHION ♥

I've been wanting to own a boutique ever since I was studying in University.

My love for shopping started during college life at Setapak. I can shop for the whole day without eating anything. And that's bad because I do a lot of impulsive buying and end up not wearing them.

This lil' business of mine started in April. One afternoon when I was cracking my head what to name for my online boutique. And I saw Dolly.

Hence, "Dolly Fashion" was named after Dolly.


And it's weird when my customers called and telling me they want to talk to Dolly.

Meow~




New Financial Year, New Budget

Just return from KL last week. I had been at KL for the whole week from Tuesday to Friday. Good news is I've partially achieve my target last financial year. Bad news is bonus going to be very little due to the big lost in one of our division and my next year budget is high. It's like 35% increase from my last year budget.

The trip is not enjoyable at all. The new budget really stress me down. I was so lost. (Actually I'm still lost right now.) Management is supportive and not supportive depending on how i see them. Devil is the root cause. POWER & MONEY is everything to them. If you try to cut their money/ power, they will slit your throat and let you die before you can press 911. Serious eh...




Yoga

I went to my first yoga session with Kiew before my wedding. I was so excited yet worried. I was so worried I can't bend. Haha... what a stupid mindset last time. I started to fall in love with Yoga. I went to yoga every Friday if i don't have any appointment. It makes me feel good every time after Yoga.

I can foresee I need more Yoga in order to sustain myself to achieve my next year budget >_<



Redang Island

Wait for me! Here I come Redang!

I'm heading to KL this Saturday morning. Then transfer to Kuala Terengganu on Monday morning. Return KL on Wed evening. Fly back to Kuching the next day.

Here's my package my friend bought for me during MATTA fair *grin*

Air tickets from KCH - KL (2-way) RM 108
Air tickets from KL - KT (2-way) RM 190
Land Transfer RM 36
Marine Fee RM 5
3D2N Package RM 478
which includes:
Deluxe Garden Triple
Meals (2 breakfast, 2 lunch, 2 dinner)
Snorkeling - D.Sea & Marine
Return boat transfer
Snorkeling equipment

TOTAL: RM 817-00 excludes accommodation in KL


Whoa... I've switch to HOLIDAY mode already! Yoohoo!

Thank God for answering my prayer...
Really, really appreciate it...
If not because of you, I don't think I can sleep well tonight.
THANK YOU!!

Please guide me

GOD, please guide me.
I need your help badly.
Thank you so much God...