Friday, 20 August 2010

Brainstorm

Today is the third day.

My mind couldn't stop thinking of the incident. I tried to repeat the scene as much time as possible to get a clearer view on what is happening.

Too many dramas done until I don't know which is true and which is not.

When I think back, then only I realize there's a lot of hanky panky stuffs happened before this. First was my missing facial form. It went missing and later found downstairs and not inside the washroom but on a table. I was wondering who took my stuffs. Very slightly people to mistook it because my facial form was pasted with a "double happiness" sticker which I brought from my parents home to my new home. Later then, I found my toiletries bucket was spilled by someone using body shampoo (whether by purpose or not). Even my toothbrush was dirtied by the body shampoo. During that point of time, I didn't think much. I thought someone must have being careless. When I review back the incident, I've been staying here for almost 3 months, nothing as such happen before. Now I think I know who is behind the scene.

I never though that a grown up person can do such childish stuff. To some people, she's childish. To me she is not just childish, but threatening. I didn't talk to her before. What more to say quarrel. And she bought a pair of scissors from hardware shop to snap my slippers. What if I quarreled with her before, is she going to take out a knife and kill me?

Seriously, this is life threatening. To me, destroying my slippers might just a beginning for her to scare me of. What evil acts will happen after this?

My brain has been working hard thinking how to deal with her if I see her in person. As what my FIL told me, scold her to not let her come into the house. What if she refuse to go? What if she fought with me? Or maybe I should sit down and talk to her? Is it going to work? She's a person full with drama, she can acting okay but will she back stab me later? What if I see her walking into the house I go and punch her? Chase her off using a broom? No. This is for fantasy only. If I'm going to beat her up, chase her or scold her, it will gain more hatred in her and come back for more revenge. I may end up with a bucket of acid on my face. Furthermore, it is not right to beat up someone. She can make a report to catch me instead.

I was quite down after this incident. Someone is hurting me and I couldn't do anything. I do not want to create more karma. But is this going to end?

This morning, something strikes me. I've decided to make a legal report. I hope this is the best solution to protect me in the future.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Shen,

Since you guessed the person who did this, why not u treat him/her better? See whether she felt guilty o not? Just make sure u treat him/her nicely with heart(no intention). Smiles might come your way, if that person is sensible and rational.

In this situation, legally report out might not solve the problem. That person might see that, "Hey, she already know...will she suspect me who did this?"...Something more ill will come out again. Dun let him/her know your pain. Just treat it as nothing. That person eventually will stop.

Keep your expensive shoes in your room yahh...

From Your Closest..

Shen said...

I've just change the door knob of my room. I always keep my stuffs in my room. Very seldom you will find any of my things lying around in the living room or else where. If I can keep all my shoes in my room, I will do so. I'm locking my bedroom door everytime I go out. No one has the key except me.

Legal report might help to show that I'm serious over this matter and keep her stay away from me.

From now on, I have to be extra careful.

I think I know who you are. Thanks for your support...