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11/09/08

Hi everyone. I'm blogging from my hotel room. Monotonous schedules almost everyday.

Don't know whether I should blog or shouldn't blog about it. It's regarding my new job. Of course, I'm truly serious towards this job of mine. If I really do well in it, I will be welly rewarded or vice versa.

Life is not just about working. Boyfy told me,

You no need to be very hardworking in order to get something. All you need is to show your boss how smart and capable you are. For example a buffalo. What does he do everyday in the farm? He wakes up early in the morning. Then work like mad. End of the day, does he get rewarded? The answer is NO.

How am I going to prove to boss that I am smart and capable? Someone told me I looked positive. Yes, I hope so. I WANT to be positive too. I'm so worried I couldn't do it, but I still need to face it as I'm paid to do it.

I feel the burden. Not 1 kg, neither 10 kg. It's an unweightable burden.

I feel the butterflies flipping all over in my stomach. Ouch! Some of the butterflies langgar the perut wall. I can feel some sour feeling coming from inside.

I struggle. But I couldn't do anything.

I HAVE to face it.

Well, facing is believing mah. I have to believe I can do it.

YES, Shereen can do it. Shereen can do an excellent job just like last time. Nothing gonna beat down Shereen. Gambatteh~~



Am I positive enough? Heh Heh....

Time for bed la. Sorry for the crap. I'm actually trying to do self-motivation, that's all. Goodnight!