死性不改
再见了我的宠爱 谁愿接受这种意外
你赞我天生可爱 不愿看着我离开
同伴也话我傻 喜欢受挫 宁愿情敌再伤我
人天生根本都不可以爱死身边的一个
无奈你最够刺激我 凡事也治到我
几多黑心的教唆 我亦捱得过
来煽风 来点火 就击到我么
谁恋爱就多障碍 死性我不想改
如我没有你的爱 我没法活得来
情人的存在是我从来都志在 难在我拱手让爱
我怕可一不可再 难道你被爱都有害
我确信天真不会错 威力会移山填海
同伴也话我傻 喜欢受挫 宁愿情敌再伤我
*
人天生根本都不可以爱死身边的一个
无奈你最够刺激我 凡事也治到我
几多黑心的教唆 我亦捱得过
来煽风 来点火 就击到我么
谁恋爱就多障碍 死性我不想改
如我没有你的爱 我没法活得来
情人的存在是我从来都志在 难在我拱手让爱
*
* Repeat *
Saturday, 29 December 2007
Tom, Dick and Harry
Oh damn... I need to stay back this weekend to do OT. Another weekend gone.
David came to my company for interview today. They offered him the job directly after his interview. If there is a company hiring you without thinking, what do you think? Is that company really need your professionalism? To sad to tell the truth is they hire you because they need people. But not you.
To me, there is a risk working in this kind of company.
First, you don't know when they do not need you anymore. Since that they can just simply pick any Tom, Dick and Harry from the street, finding another new employee is no longer a big deal for them. When they finish using you, they will find ways to throw you out from this company. Don't you wish on the day when you hand in your resignation letter, your boss and CEO are begging you to stay, hence giving you a large increment? This is because they still know how to value you.
Second, since that any Tom, Dick and Harry can join us, means we are not professionals and we got no more value in the market. Currently my salary is more than what my engineering friends are getting. But in terms of value, who do you think are more valuable? Of cuz engineer la...
I already decided to tell my boss regarding my transfer after he comes back from holiday next week. I hope everything goes smooth.
God, I need your help again this time. I need your blessing just like what you gave me during my Scholarship Interview, Final Year Project Demo, work interview, and so on.
God bless.
David came to my company for interview today. They offered him the job directly after his interview. If there is a company hiring you without thinking, what do you think? Is that company really need your professionalism? To sad to tell the truth is they hire you because they need people. But not you.
To me, there is a risk working in this kind of company.
First, you don't know when they do not need you anymore. Since that they can just simply pick any Tom, Dick and Harry from the street, finding another new employee is no longer a big deal for them. When they finish using you, they will find ways to throw you out from this company. Don't you wish on the day when you hand in your resignation letter, your boss and CEO are begging you to stay, hence giving you a large increment? This is because they still know how to value you.
Second, since that any Tom, Dick and Harry can join us, means we are not professionals and we got no more value in the market. Currently my salary is more than what my engineering friends are getting. But in terms of value, who do you think are more valuable? Of cuz engineer la...
I already decided to tell my boss regarding my transfer after he comes back from holiday next week. I hope everything goes smooth.
God, I need your help again this time. I need your blessing just like what you gave me during my Scholarship Interview, Final Year Project Demo, work interview, and so on.
God bless.
Friday, 28 December 2007
Colourize
I just received my salary, together with my 13th month salary. Heard that we'll only get our bonus, increment and annual dinner in March '08.
Previously my plan is to apply for a transfer to Engineering Department after the increment. Because I thought that they will have the increment end of the year.
So I need to change my plan lah.
Ermmm...
Now is already end of December. Maybe I'll apply for the transfer next week. Is it a bit too early? Aiksss....
Then after working for 2 months, I'll tender myself around March after the increment (if I cannot tahan). Then I cabut around June to somewhere else or get my ass stick back to Kuching.
Hopefully Mr Wolf or his assassins won't came across my blog, or else.... Haiz... Amen la...
If you ask what is my feeling now, well, I'm actually a bit reluctant because ya know, I've been working on this stupid job for more than one year. Moreover, I put lots of effort in it.
But no choice.
In order to colourize back my painting, I need to change. I hope Mr Wolf can give me some colours from now on.
You can do it, Shen. Don't worry. Everything is just fine in front of you. It is YOU who decide the colours. You don't want your life to be that dule, eh?
So Shen, move forward bravely.
Gambatteh!!
Previously my plan is to apply for a transfer to Engineering Department after the increment. Because I thought that they will have the increment end of the year.
So I need to change my plan lah.
Ermmm...
Now is already end of December. Maybe I'll apply for the transfer next week. Is it a bit too early? Aiksss....
Then after working for 2 months, I'll tender myself around March after the increment (if I cannot tahan). Then I cabut around June to somewhere else or get my ass stick back to Kuching.
Hopefully Mr Wolf or his assassins won't came across my blog, or else.... Haiz... Amen la...
If you ask what is my feeling now, well, I'm actually a bit reluctant because ya know, I've been working on this stupid job for more than one year. Moreover, I put lots of effort in it.
But no choice.
In order to colourize back my painting, I need to change. I hope Mr Wolf can give me some colours from now on.
You can do it, Shen. Don't worry. Everything is just fine in front of you. It is YOU who decide the colours. You don't want your life to be that dule, eh?
So Shen, move forward bravely.
Gambatteh!!
Thursday, 27 December 2007
Colours
What comes to your mind when you see these colourful crayons? Ever ask yourself why are these crayons so colourful?
How is it like if all the things you see are just exactly like the Charlie Chaplin Show?
Life is damn bored without colours.
Life has been stressing me out these days. Not because of the workload, but the colours. I hardly see colours in everything I do nowadays.
What's happening to me? Why am I feeling this way? Why is life so dule? Where are my colours?
Is work what life all about? The answer is NO. Life should be interesting, whereby you meet new things, new people and new activity.
I had so much fun meeting up with my old pals last weekend. We started our future together, but each and everyone of us ends up differently in our careers. After sharing some small talks with them, I learn that I am the one who is putting those black and white patches onto my painting.
One of my bestpal, Cindy is getting married next year in NZ. She is going to start her new life there. To me, this is too good to be true.
Sometimes life is unpredictable. I envy Cindy because her life is what I always wanted to be. To me, going overseas is already a big question mark in my head, what more to say migrate.
The life I always wanted is to settle down somewhere peaceful in places like Australia, England or New Zealand. Where there is no theft case and rob case. Maybe I can be a kindy teacher, teaching kids how to sing and do painting. Or maybe I'll run a restaurant where I have old folks visiting my shop every morning for coffee and cookies. Or maybe I can be a florist selling nice fresh flowers to customers all walks of life. Or maybe I can operate a petshop selling pets like bunnies, kittens, and puppies. This life is so perfect... Voila!
I know my life will never ever turn out to be like that. Im going back to Kuching and get my ass stick there forever.
I feel my life is in a mess. I need to get everything back into pieces. I need colours. I need life.
Sunday, 23 December 2007
Boring stuffs
My Year in 2007
As 2007 comes to an end.........
1) Where did you begin 2007?
- I was having my training at Batam, Indonesia. I still remember I need to come for work on the 2nd Jan because 1st Jan fell on a Sunday. Too bad.
2) What was your status on Valentine'sDay?
- Double la... Lmao!
3) Were you in school (anytime thisyear)?
- No way! Unless I am a loser.
4) How did you earn your money?
- Using my brain, eyes, mouth, actions, and punishments. I even sacrifice my soul for that. Is money everything? No right?
5) Did you have to go to the hospital?
- Yes, around October in KL. Remember the accident in KL. Yea... That's the one.
6) Did you have any encounters withthe police?
- Two nights ago! There were a bunch of police doing road block around 2am. Damn.
7) Where did you go on vacation?
- Kukup Fishing Village!! Nice food! But too bad I got drunk too early...
8) What did you purchase that was over$1000?
- My flight back to Kuching for CNY.
9) Did you know anybody who got married?
- A lot! Ah Ying Jie Jie, Jonas Kor Kor, Annie...bla bla bla.
10) Did you know anybody who passedaway?
- Ewww...No! And touch wood!
12) Did you move anywhere?
- To a new apartment nearer to my workplace.
14) What concerts/shows did you go to?
- I dont like these kind of place.
15) Are you registered to vote?
- Oh no... I haven't register yet.
16) Who did you want to win BigBrother?
- Huh...? What's that?
17) Where do you live now?
- Johor
18) Describe your birthday?
- Nothing special. Boyfy bought me my favourite cheese cake.
19) What's one thing you thought you'dnever do but did in 2007?
- Nothing.
20) What has been your favorite moment?
- People paying attention to me, hug me, feel loved.
21) What's something you learned aboutyourself?
- I am a trouble maker, always take things for granted.
22) Any new additions to your family?
- Nope
23) What was your worst month?
- December. Where is my bonus? I feel so useless working in this kind of environment.
24) What music will you remember 2007 by?
- There is one mandarin song called Jui Jin.
25) Who has been your best drinking buddy?
- Please dont ask me. I just got drunk last night during the gathering.
26) Made new friends?
- Sure. A lot.
28) Favorite Night out?
- Night out? I dont even have night life anymore. Where is there any night out?
LAST WEEK...
1. Had a beer with?
- My Tarc frens.
2 . Went to the movies with?
- Boyfy. Watched Warlords last weekend.
3 . Went to the mall with?
- Boyfy also.
4. Talked on the phone with?
- Too many people.
5. Made you laugh?
- haha.
6. You hugged?
- Cindy
7. You yelled at?
- No one.
DO YOU LIKE...
1. Pierce your nose or tongue? why?
- Too frightening for me. I dont even dare to pierce my ears! I prefer a tattoo.
2. Be serious or be funny?
- It all depends on the situation.
3. Drink whole or skim milk?
- Whole milk with Cocoa Crunch
4. Die in a fire or getot?
- Getot?
ANSW ER TRUTHFULLY...
1. Sun or moon?
- Moon
2. Winter or Fall Winter?
- Winter! How I wish I can wear those long waist jacket and walking around in knee length boots!
3. Left or right?
- Right
4. Sunny or rainy?
- Rainy
5. Peach or Pear?
- Pear
6. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
- Twirl la...
7 . Do You Cook?
- No
8 . Current mood?
- Moody and frustrated... feel like killing someone.
IN THE LAST WEEK HAVE YOU...
1. Kissed someone?
- No
2. Sang?
- Yes. Sing in my room.
3 . Been hugged?
- Nope
4. Danced Crazy?
- Nope either.
As 2007 comes to an end.........
1) Where did you begin 2007?
- I was having my training at Batam, Indonesia. I still remember I need to come for work on the 2nd Jan because 1st Jan fell on a Sunday. Too bad.
2) What was your status on Valentine'sDay?
- Double la... Lmao!
3) Were you in school (anytime thisyear)?
- No way! Unless I am a loser.
4) How did you earn your money?
- Using my brain, eyes, mouth, actions, and punishments. I even sacrifice my soul for that. Is money everything? No right?
5) Did you have to go to the hospital?
- Yes, around October in KL. Remember the accident in KL. Yea... That's the one.
6) Did you have any encounters withthe police?
- Two nights ago! There were a bunch of police doing road block around 2am. Damn.
7) Where did you go on vacation?
- Kukup Fishing Village!! Nice food! But too bad I got drunk too early...
8) What did you purchase that was over$1000?
- My flight back to Kuching for CNY.
9) Did you know anybody who got married?
- A lot! Ah Ying Jie Jie, Jonas Kor Kor, Annie...bla bla bla.
10) Did you know anybody who passedaway?
- Ewww...No! And touch wood!
12) Did you move anywhere?
- To a new apartment nearer to my workplace.
14) What concerts/shows did you go to?
- I dont like these kind of place.
15) Are you registered to vote?
- Oh no... I haven't register yet.
16) Who did you want to win BigBrother?
- Huh...? What's that?
17) Where do you live now?
- Johor
18) Describe your birthday?
- Nothing special. Boyfy bought me my favourite cheese cake.
19) What's one thing you thought you'dnever do but did in 2007?
- Nothing.
20) What has been your favorite moment?
- People paying attention to me, hug me, feel loved.
21) What's something you learned aboutyourself?
- I am a trouble maker, always take things for granted.
22) Any new additions to your family?
- Nope
23) What was your worst month?
- December. Where is my bonus? I feel so useless working in this kind of environment.
24) What music will you remember 2007 by?
- There is one mandarin song called Jui Jin.
25) Who has been your best drinking buddy?
- Please dont ask me. I just got drunk last night during the gathering.
26) Made new friends?
- Sure. A lot.
28) Favorite Night out?
- Night out? I dont even have night life anymore. Where is there any night out?
LAST WEEK...
1. Had a beer with?
- My Tarc frens.
2 . Went to the movies with?
- Boyfy. Watched Warlords last weekend.
3 . Went to the mall with?
- Boyfy also.
4. Talked on the phone with?
- Too many people.
5. Made you laugh?
- haha.
6. You hugged?
- Cindy
7. You yelled at?
- No one.
DO YOU LIKE...
1. Pierce your nose or tongue? why?
- Too frightening for me. I dont even dare to pierce my ears! I prefer a tattoo.
2. Be serious or be funny?
- It all depends on the situation.
3. Drink whole or skim milk?
- Whole milk with Cocoa Crunch
4. Die in a fire or getot?
- Getot?
ANSW ER TRUTHFULLY...
1. Sun or moon?
- Moon
2. Winter or Fall Winter?
- Winter! How I wish I can wear those long waist jacket and walking around in knee length boots!
3. Left or right?
- Right
4. Sunny or rainy?
- Rainy
5. Peach or Pear?
- Pear
6. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
- Twirl la...
7 . Do You Cook?
- No
8 . Current mood?
- Moody and frustrated... feel like killing someone.
IN THE LAST WEEK HAVE YOU...
1. Kissed someone?
- No
2. Sang?
- Yes. Sing in my room.
3 . Been hugged?
- Nope
4. Danced Crazy?
- Nope either.
Saturday, 22 December 2007
Im going to Kukup again!
I did some boring stuffs today. No mood to work at all. I am going to Kukup again, but with my Tarc friends. I haven't see them for more than 4 years already. Can't wait to meet them.
Friday, 14 December 2007
I *heart* cupcakes
I'm craving for cupcakes now.
It's been a long long time since I ate cupcakes. When I was young, my parents used to buy cupcakes for us to eat. Well.... not so yummy afterall. They were bake using the conventional methods and very dry til can choke you to death.
Some cupcakes pics for you to drool:
Awww.... This one is delicious!
Though this cupcake doesn't look so nice, but I love the way how they put the strawberry slice there.
Whoa... so colourful! Wondering what's the fillings inside...
Totally orgasmic! *slrup*
Penguin!!! So nicely done!
Merry Christmas! Strictly for sweet tooth only : )
This cupcake is not for eating. It is a Cupcake Ornament!
How I wish I can have this one neh...
This one is simple and nice... Maybe I should bake one similar to this on my own? ;D
So groovy!
Awwwwww...!
Nowadays I see lots of people celebrating birthdays using cupcakes. Nice idea hor?
Haha... This cupcake looks lousy la... As ugly as a rock.
Woot! Even doggie celebrates birthday using cupcake!
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