Welcome 2016!

Before 2015 ended, I saw a post from a friend in FB saying that she will not be doing any resolution for 2016.  I replied her that I have not even done my 2015 resolution.

Well, I checked back and yoohoo... I have not done any resolution for 2014 & 2015! Total 2 years yo!

Here is my last resolution in 2013.

Do I need a resolution for 2016? Hmmm... Let's see.

What's happening?!!

Many times I wonder, did I married the same guy before we got married. I believe he is also asking the same question.

He said I'm ego. Yes, I am. I am always this ego. How about you? Do you mean you are not ego?

I feel sorry for Karen as she's the victim in this stupid relationship.

I can't see what's in front of me right now. I don't know how my future would be like. Should I still pursue my stand or should i just go with the flow. I just don't know. I'm trying my best not to hurt Karen as she's my everything now.

Review: Laneige Lip Treatment

 

This is the first time I bought such an expensive lip stick. 

Maybe to some people, RM70 is cheap. To me, not at all.  

Currently I have 4 pcs of Maybeline Baby Lips.  2 pcs with pink tint, 1 pc with orange tint, another pc which is colourless.  They cost me less than RM10/pc.

But why am I buying it?

This is actually not a lip stick. It is something like tinted lip balm. My cousin told me she is using Laneige Lip Stick and it is very moisturizing. The price is around RM70 too.

When I went to the Laneige counter, I bought lip treatment instead.  This is because their serum lipstick colours are very sharp.  Since that I am not used to sharp colour, I bought lip treatment with RED tint.

Under strong sunlight inside my car

Under not so strong sunlight. Still inside my car.

Evening sun on the way picking up piggy

Home lighting

Please tell me I look great. Hahaha!

Crossing fingers

I am keeping my fingers crossed as tight as possible.  I must win this battle.

I must proof to them that I can close this gigantic sale. 

I have lost one last month.  I must get back this one.  It is a MUST!

Once it is closed, then I can get into a few level in 2015.

God bless the career.

God bless Karen and the whole family.

God bless a healthy baby soon.

The first and the last

It's an awful night for me. My left foot was cramped. My heart was beating badly. I was in a mess. I felt lost. The next thing I know, I need to go police station!

Karen and I went shopping together at Giant. We're happy. I've chosen a pair of shorts for myself. We had also chosen a set of new hangers for daddy. I slide my right hand into my bag, it's so empty. Can't believe it, I tried again, my purse was gone.

Putting all the things back, we went to our car to check, nope, it was not in my car.  I was so terrified that I knocked Karen's head against the car door. She cried a bit. She cried more then I put her in her car seat. She must have thought I've made an empty promise. I told her we will shop for buns later.

We returned home. I still can't find it.

I felt so lost. I had to face this all alone because hubby and my parents are overseas. Thank god I still have my in laws. They accompanied me to the police station. Really appreciate it. I need to thank them again when I see them.

Once again, I would like to thank god for his guidance and protection towards me and my family. I was lucky for not having thousands of ringgit in my purse. I was lucky it was stolen secretly and not a snatch to rob case. I was lucky no one was hurt during the event. They have used my credit card and debit card at Pizza Hut. If they really need that meal, please give them. I really hope some Good Samaritan found my purse somewhere and pass it to the police station or bring it to 3 hills park.

I told myself, I can lost everything but not Karen. I'm glad I could hug Karen to bed tonight. Thank you so much God. I'm so bless to have you around. You always pick me up when I fell down, thank you so much.

I promise I will change for the better before I change someone else.

A new awful beginning?

I started working with new company since 1st June. The price they paid me is good. But there is always a price to pay back.

I understand, no company is perfect. Just like human beings, no one is perfect.  Come back to thing of it, what is perfect?  The term "perfect" is too subjective. How good is perfect? We cannot tell right.. Haha.

I actually kind of lost right now. No one actually guiding me.  What do you expect to guide a Senior Exec?? That is the price I got to pay loh. Who ask me insist to have a "senior" in my post. Senior is supposed to guide other people, not other people guiding me. Damn stupid.

Things not running quite smoothly at the moment. House is in a big mess. I got no time to tidy things up. Too lazy to tiny up too.

Now tonnes of clothes waiting me to wash. Aihhh..


 

Coffee, coffee, coffee!

I've been jogging since Monday.  Today is the 4th day I jog.

First day was tiring.  I've not been exercising after karen was born.  And furthermore I'm a sport dummy.  It took me half run half walk 3 rounds for 30 mins.  I went home telling myself I must get a sport bra.  

I've been wanting a sport bra ever since before I got pregnant.  Finally I have a reason to get one. 

That 1st night was awesome.  I did not suffer from any leg aches.

So I came back with a sport bra on the 2nd morning.  I still took 3 rounds.  This time I ran quite hard during my 1st round.  I ended all 3 rounds in 20 mins.  I terribly tired after getting my 3rd round.  My legs finally ache.  Arhhh!

I went back again on the 3rd day.  I got myself another 3 rounds.  24 mins.  Slightly slower but I feel better.  Legs still ache. 

4th day, that's today, I did 3 rounds too. I ran for almost 2 rounds before I walked the last round.  My legs feel slightly better.  I finished all 3 rounds in 26 mins. 

But there's a problem.  I've been drinking a lot of coffee these few days.  I went mcd for arabica coffee.   I took coffee peng in coffee shops.  I went to starbucks for mocha.  I had a heart palpitation this afternoon.  It lasted for more than 15 mins.  I really scare I will just collapse and die.  

When I die, I just die.  I ended everything just like that.  Nothing to worry, no prolong pain or what.  First peron comes into my mind is Karen.  I cannot leave her alone.  She needs me a lot.  

Perhaps I should stop coffee.  Or limit myself to 1 cup per week.  Coffee & exercise should not works hand in hand I guess.